命运的安排

一个人生出来都有不同的命运

有的人天生聪明,有的人天生愚蠢

而我呢?

只有平凡的命运

平平凡凡地过这一 世

但我不相信

我尽量参与各种的活动

就希望能改变自己

让自己的生活过得比较好

朋友

我的确交到很多

但有几个是可以非常地了解我?

过了那么久

我才发现我还是我

没有变到

音乐

我的确听了许多

但有有几首歌能表达我的心事?

听了那么多

我才发现音乐麻醉不了孤单

想写一首简单的歌

想表达我的一切

但

我的心想背叛我

想送你一个

十八般武艺

希望你能点头来肯定我的努力

但是

命运把我想要的

都隔开了

~或许这时我的命运吧~

~或许是时机未到而已~

So boring~~~

Although holidays is here.... But, i feel that i not having holiday....

Last time i bought a guitar, and now i think is the best time for me to learn...

When i got nothing to do, i will play the guitar....

Haix...

This holiday nothings gonna change me...

I am who i am...

Everything

Every night

Especially quiet night

And can hear the insect sing out their song

It is the time I will be suffered

Don't ask why

Cause I also not really sure why

Every night

Especially rainy night

And can see the lighting in the dark sky

It is the time I can't forgot about someone

Don't ask why

Cause I really can't let go

Every music

Especially the romantic music

And having its best melody

It is the time for me to feel it

Don't ask why

Cause I am just enjoy it

Every music

Especially the meaningful lyrics

And having its happiness and sadness

It is the time for me to recall all the memory with you

Don't ask who i recalled

Cause I think already passed

Every night, every music

Everything that you involved

I will

Always always

Appreciate it

Well

This is because

You Are My Everything

One Step To Music World

Today so happy...

Finally, I having the chance to play the guitar...

Due to my friend willing to teach me...

I know that is hard from the beginning...

But, I still will continue to learn it well...

After my family agree that i can play guitar...

They straight bring me go to the guitar shop...

Buying a guitar for me~~

Thanks lots~~~

A Nice Poem

Are You Still Playing Your Flute?

By: Zurinah Hassan

Are you still playing your flute?

When there is hardly time for our love

I am feeling guilty

To be longing for your song

The melody concealed in the slim hollow of the bamboo

Uncovered by the breath of an artist

Composed by his fingers

Blown by the wind

To the depth of my heart.

Are you still playing your flute?

In the village so quiet and deserted

Amidst the sick rice field

While here it has become a luxury

To spend time watching the rain

Gazing at the evening rays

Collecting dew drops

Or enjoying the fragrance of flowers.

Are you still playing your flute?

The more it disturbs my conscience

To be thinking of you

In the hazard of you

My younger brothers unemployed and desperate

My people disunited by politics

my friend slaughtered mercilessly

This world is too old and bleeding.

Am I Alone?

Am I alone?

This question already has been come out from my brain so many times...

When feel alone,

Music become my closest friend...

When I enjoy the night's view,

suddenly feel that I miss lots of things...

This night really help me recall lots things...

There were so many sweet memorize for me to recall back...

However, there were also have some sad memorize...

Many things have been change...

All the buildings, forests have been change lots...

Friends also got lots...

But can they really know what am I thinking now?

Can they?

Just like a song that i heard...

A sentence in that song...

" Now my heard is empty"

I am so tired with everything...

Tired to pretend put on a fake smile...

Tired to face all the people...

I don't want to know anymore...

I also don't want to pretend anymore...

Now I want do something...

Thats scream!!!!

Things have been changed a lots...

Will that possible for me having that chance again?

The chance that back to the beginning...

I just want to be myself back once again...

Just like last time~~~

The Poem That I Learn

One song can spark a moment,

One flower can wake the dream.

One tree can start a forest,

One bird can herald spring.

One smile begins a friendship,

One handclasp lifts a soul.

One star can guild a ship at sea,

One word can frame the goal.

One vote can change a nation,

One sunbeam lights a room.

One candle wipes out darkness,

One laugh will conquer gloom.

One step must start each journey,

One word must start each prayer.

One hope will raise our spirit,

One touch can show you care.

One voice can speak with wisdom,

One heart can know what's true.

One life can make a different,

You see, it's up to you!

Mid - Autumn Festival

22/09 was Mid-Autumn Festival...

That night was not a good night.... This is because it started raining whole night...

What a night...

About 10pm night, i started went to my backyard to light up the 'tenglong'

This year was not like last few years...

Last years when celebrate this festival was so excited....

Last times, we lighted up the candle at the ground and put them to form a shape...

But this years, no more....

So sad...

Although was just 30 minutes, but i can recalled the time i had my fun with 'tanglung'.....

So many things need to eat....

Hahaxx...

Got see this food before??

Hmm... Nice mooncake...

Going eat it...

Thats mine 'tanglung' since i was 13 years old....

Hahaxx.....

Is it beautiful???

As for me, I prefer this 'tanglung'

I feel that this is more suitable for celebrating the mid-autumn festival...

Maybe people feel i am childish....

But for me, that day was very meaningful...

From this picture, i feel that i looked so ugly...

So many years celebrating mid-autumn festivals, i didn't take a picture....

So, I decided to take 1 picture no matter how i looked.....

Wish all having a nice Mid-Autumn Festival......

My Happy Day

16/9/10 was my happiest time with my cousin and also my uncle and aunt~~~~

It was the day we all went to my grandma's house to pray my grandpa......

Morning about 9.... We reached grandma house~~~ It's still above the Air Itam Dam....

The air was so fresh.... When i ride along there, i felt so cool and fresh.....

I like my grandma house... This is because the environment was so quite...

Still can hear the bird was singing.... Quite relax....

Before we all start praying, my cousins and I went to the vegetable farm help my grandma....

We have so much fun at there.....

We also saw a snake at there.... Not so big.... Just a child snake....

We take something like branch and start disturb it..... Hahaxx....

We quite naughty....

The scene from my grandma house

Thats my grandma's farm... Quite big also....

We going find this vegetable.... I not really knows this vegetable.....

Thats my grandma....

Thats 2 are my cousins~~~

See anything??? Hohoho.....

They are my uncle, aunt and cousins.... 1 big family~~~

See.... Cute or not~~~

Got seen this vegetable on her hand before or not???

After i played with her whole day, she only called me 'korkor' means bro.....

Hahaxx.... Quite happy played with her......

It was the day i 1st time went to the farm and was the happiest moment with them.....

Back In Wrong Time

I back in wrong time...

This is because exam is just around...

I don't know why this year i am so free although now study in form 6...

I really don't know how i going to pass my exam...

So, just wish me good luck...

^^

Sad....

Today quite sad......

Help ppl already still nid to hear many bad comment.....

This should'nt be like that......

Haix.... No mood at all......

Nice Song

After i work at Gurney Popular... I start know some international artist....

The Korean Singer or Group also nice...

Like 2NE1, Super Junior, BigBang, Girl Generation and other more....

Their songs quite hot and very nice.....

Girl Generation's song like Genie, Gee very nice...

Super Junior's song like Sorry sorry, Super Girl also nice...

The song named SEOUL is sing by Girl Generation and Super Junior.....

I now start feel that korean song also nice....

I Wonder

I wonder that the movie Legion will very nice???

Cause lots of my friend told me that this movie not good....

At 1st i not believe, but......

So i still decide go watch it.... Hope it wont hurt me......

Hahaxx....

Busy working and Busy dota

So long no update.... Start from 1st January i already busy with my working..

After working, i busy to train my dota... Hahaxx...

I work at popular... Quite nice...

This is because i work at CD Rama....

If i feel boring, i change the song... I always put JJ's songs...

When there are stok coming, then will be very busy...

Wow... I feel that this job quite intersting....

Dont have pressure at all... ^^